It’s Dec 2008, its coming, the 28th Christmas that I will be celebrating in my life, but it seems like its not the same anymore.. I just missed being a child, where Christmas is all about happiness, all about gifts, cartoons, different colorful lights, Christmas trees, shopping malls,carnivals , crowds, toys and family…. Im 28 and life has not always been that easy for me, the more you grow old the more it becomes complicated, I miss my childhood days where I will just play around, look at the lights outside our house, watch Christmas cartoons, go to the mall and have fun at the carnival with the family,… just that… no financial problems.. no overloaded tons of work.. no stress.. no tasks lined for next year.. and no love problems to prevent you from enjoying everything… will Christmas be the same again? will somebody be as understanding as I am share christmas with me… will I be spending it alone someday (which I fear the most)? Will I be spending it with my children and play the the big part for them (which I dream the most)? .. Any ways, Merry Christmas to you and your loved ones… still lets celebrate Jesus our Christ’s birthday….
- Rye Dec 2008
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