accepting the fact that there are things that are not meant for you is one of the hardest thing to go through it is a force of nature that we cannot held in our hands, its obvious that a taste of a good thing is never enough to say your satisfied and its always the value of "forever" is the assurance that will truly make us feel complete. Some of us cant accept the reality that the person,fame and popularity are not meant for them and because of it some commits rebellion and puts a shithole in their lives, some just spend their lives living with a hole in their heart, the question lies there, "will it still be occupied?", "will there be someone to replace that person?" and "will I feel complete? and be happy as happy as everyone else?", we’ll never know until we get there…. all complete soul are happy people but not all happy people are complete souls. My life may not be as complete as others but I’m happy because I know that there is a reason for everything, and whatever that had passed has molded the most important thing I have and its… "Life"
Saturday, March 13, 2010
the real thing that will favor you
July 13 2006
we always try to make things favor us but in the end it doesnt.. well what I’m trying to say is… most of us tend to push away the people we like instead of attracting them and making them like you.. when we like or love someone we always think of a way in which how we will make them like us too, we court them, we ask them out, we show them that we like them and we do all of that because we want to favor ourselves not to let them know that you like them… sounds difficult to understand but if you can see my point you will agree with me.. from the recent post that I’ve written I emphasized there that love is not about asking but about giving.. if we do like that someone just show them you like them by being kind and generous even though there is no favorable reaction from them but it is fact that the feeling of being caressed from the actions that you have showed will actually paved the way and create the connection from them to you.
come and go…
Its been quite a while ever since my last post, my life have been very busy with things I didn’t expect to surprise me, but still there's a lot that awaits, never knew that a lot of things in life would come and most of them would go., our emotions plays a big part on emphasizing who we are, it tells how we behave and how we see life it self… been 2 and a half years with the current company that I’m working with, I should say that those 2 years are comparable to a decade of ordinary life, I met a lot people and a lot of friends..new fun and a different kind of laughter, but hasn’t been aware that time may come a lot of them would go, Yes i do believe business is business and a company’s decision is for the benefit of it and not for everyone nor for an ordinary employees such as them, some of us who are still here will always have this clouds of memories while still being with the company, to those who stayed longer than they have thought will always have this big empty space that will never ever be filled again…
Love is all around us.. you may not be aware of it when its there but you will be devastated when its Gone..
- 06/30/2008
May be….
May be someday.. the sun would focus on me…
May be someday.. it would come to me…
May be someday.. the rain would just pour over me…
May be someday.. I can sit and relax again without thinking of anything…
May be I’m born to be what i am now..
May be this is my destiny..
May be it is because.. I need to feel this in order to be align with my spirit
May be I have to go away.. and away…
May be this is the way it used to be…
May be one day I can smile again…
May be it hurts but just have to get used to it..
May be I learned.. or may be not..
….. May be it is too much…..
Life in short…..
"Life is a breeze, life is a journey, it is insane and it is crazy….
continue to live and to discover what life should really be… the
meaning of life is in you.. God will always be there even if you don’t
want him to be there…., be good be the best who knows what lies
ahead, at least you gave your best.. " RSF2007
Christmas that I miss…
It’s Dec 2008, its coming, the 28th Christmas that I will be celebrating in my life, but it seems like its not the same anymore.. I just missed being a child, where Christmas is all about happiness, all about gifts, cartoons, different colorful lights, Christmas trees, shopping malls,carnivals , crowds, toys and family…. Im 28 and life has not always been that easy for me, the more you grow old the more it becomes complicated, I miss my childhood days where I will just play around, look at the lights outside our house, watch Christmas cartoons, go to the mall and have fun at the carnival with the family,… just that… no financial problems.. no overloaded tons of work.. no stress.. no tasks lined for next year.. and no love problems to prevent you from enjoying everything… will Christmas be the same again? will somebody be as understanding as I am share christmas with me… will I be spending it alone someday (which I fear the most)? Will I be spending it with my children and play the the big part for them (which I dream the most)? .. Any ways, Merry Christmas to you and your loved ones… still lets celebrate Jesus our Christ’s birthday….
- Rye Dec 2008
A love that is not love....
most people tend to understand Love as a state of mind where he or she expects something from the other person, not him or her sharing a part for that other person, the feeling of disappointment tends to provoke you from hurting yourself and destroying your relationship from the one you knew that you Love, "I love you" is not another phrase that means feed and complete me.. in my opinion and in what I've learned from the universal nature is "I love you" means, I am here I will share with you my life without asking anything in return, I will give but not take, I will share but will not expect anything in return, I will comfort you even though there's no one to comfort me, I will wait even though there's no concrete period of time to wait, I will understand you and bear with whatever limitations you have, I will not just love you for what you are but I'll do my best to share my life to make both of us grow.. If the other person really loves you then theres nothing to expect but theres alot to be felt, dont be hurt if things are not paved the way you want, be secure if youre plans are stable, be mature to face the differences of personalities, in a black and white situation there's always a gray area, everyone of us has its own way of showing our love thats why we cannot always expect it to be the way we want it to be because its not how it goes. when anger arouses hatred follows then love is at stake... when love looses ... then everything that was shared dies...
- 06/07/2006